Monday, August 17, 2009

I suck at blogging

I used to be so good! Back in the day I updated my xanga more than anyone else, almost every day and wrote about some funny stuff. Now I suck. AS Liz would say, "We had a much more careless lifestyle". :)
I think I'm moving to Madison with Liz. I felt like extremely embarrassed, but her acceptance of her Madison job offer caused me to find my rock bottom. At least, I hope that was my bottom. I was bawlin' and kinda hyperventilating. It's just soooooooooo hard. *beating a dead horse* I've been applying since February! So Madison is at least a new, more exciting town that I LOVE and hopefully I can sub enough to furnish a respectable adult home, as per Liz requirement. I want to lose weight and get on track with the things I can control. Moving to Madison is sort of a blessing in disguise because I will be happier than in EC even if I'm doing the same things because of the change in environment and general feeling of big change. I've done the Chippewa Valley subbing crap and don't want to be a townie with no job. At the same time, I feel like I'll never be happy enough in Madison either knowing it's my plan B and I never found a job. It's not my fault, but a lot of days it feels that way and probably will all next year.
Becky just tripped in the shower. I hope her hair turns purple. Liz just dyed it and I would just DYE if it turned purple like the gloves in the sick. Can't wait, gonna be great. Best $2.97 ever spent.
Ho humm....I'm supposed to be at work, but thankfully Megan is covering me and I'll grab her shift on Wednesday. I've got the killer cough from hell. Did I swallow nails in my sleep??? I had a dream that I had a cough and woke up feeling like crap. I mentioned it to Liz and we exchanged yeah my throat kinda hurts, blah blah, then as soon as she lefts I coughed for the first time and it was murder!! I shot up and caught my breath asap and then wiped away all my tears and rubbed my shoulder that I wrenched all over and must have looked like Liz in Yakob's phone videos (*shocked*). I went to the clinic and they prescribed a bunch of meds, including some cough syrup with codeine (gross) so hopefully I'll kick it quick. This is NOT a good time to be sick at all! Anyways, time to rest up and see what hue hath taken over Rebecca's hair.

4 comments:

  1. I think it will be fun for you to move to Madison. There's an IHOP there.....and STATE STREET. Is there still a glimmer of hope on the job front? Is there still time for something to pop up?

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  2. I don't think so. Middleton was kind of it and they closed Monday and haven't called. I emailed all my profs and asked for them to keep an eye and ear out just in case, but...feels like I failed. I wanna not say that, but I am fricken IN THE DUMPS about this. Madison is my only hope for getting happier this year.

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  3. Yeah, This summer has probably been painfully slow, but at the same time too fast. I think most things find a way of working out and while I know that having a job is the goal, I bet something will happen next year that will make you look back and think that you wouldn't have had it any other way. Sounds corny, but hopefully that's what will happen. Bed time. p.s. I just watched two episodes of "I Survived" online.....one word.....RIVETING.

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  4. "...what hue hath taken over Rebecca's hair" HAHA!!!

    Seriously, I'm thinking about you and hope Madison brings on new frontiers.

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