Finally snapped out of it...mostly.

So a lot has been happening lately. I just realized I haven't posted in 10 days and that's a little pathetic. I'm not using my computer so when I go through my daily sites I forget to check the blogs. Yakob came and visited and that was really fun. Did the usual-Sega, food, laughs. Good times.
Then Errin and Michelle spent a couple of days here on their way to some MN drum corps shows with Kilties and we had 2 LATE and WONDERFUL nights. Excuse my pop-culture teen-bobby terminology but...O.M.G. It was SOOOO RAD. Ha. We got crazy like we used to, probably even more so because since we're all so old none of us party anymore and so you know how usually there are a couple people who go all out, and the rest enjoy themselves but aren't "all out"? This was ALL of us, ALL out. Tot sweet. Lauren was here too on her way through to Tim and Christine's wedding, which was Sat. 8/22 and very lovely. I wish we could have talked more because I've been feeling a strain on a lot of my friendships since the job hunt began. It's been hard to watch people get to move on in their lives, a lot of them, and be stuck in my own life. It puts a wierd awkwardness in the air and I don't like it.
So then after all that fun it was like reality hit me. I'm 24, no job, moving to Madison very soon, little money, estranged friends, and I had a really bad chest cold. So I went and drank with Collin for a little bit, after fighting with Becky. Then drove around aimlessly until I decided to visit Ang at Culver's. Drove around aimlessly again and broke down crying then called Mary Neff, which is a whole other blog entry. Finally went over to the trumpet house and participated in "Whiskey Week" and made fun of Andy Bader's little brother who is a prick. I ended the night with Chris at Becky's apt. playing sega and watching intervention, which was actually a blessing. I ended the night feeling ok, versus feeling the closest I've ever felt to depressed in my life.
Ever since I woke up the next morning I've felt good. I feel positive and I'm rushing this because Becky just called for a ride. I'm excited to move. I've been keeping busy with working and feel less quilty about debt. I give up sort of. At the same time I'm motivated to kick some major ass in my life, starting with promoting myself in Madison as much as possible. I'm proud of who I am and I'm going to get my name out. "Whore myself around" as an educator and musician, if you will.
Eek. Gotta go. I will try to post more frequently.