Must be PMS

I have cried so much today. Stuff at home, plus I hear that Ellen Melcher isn't doing so well.

I'm sitting here trying to distract myself, or motivate myself to work out or something. Liz was plunking songs out at the piano and now listening to the CD of her concert song "Through the eyes of a child" and I am just overly emotional. It's taking me everything to not walk out and make her stop. But I know it's a beautiful thing. I want to be excited about my concerts. I want to program beautiful music. I want to change kids lives...so I keep crying. It's bittersweet. I'm happy to see her so excited, especially after the rough start to the year. But I'm jealous. Not in a mean way, but my heart is breaking a little. She keeps yelling to come in and sing with her and has no idea I'm not saying no because I'm lazy, but because it hurts.